So I get to come home today. =)

I am excited to see everybody even though its only been like 3 weeks since I was there...

I know I need to quit coming home so often because I need to be more independent but it's like, all the people that make me smile are at "home". All the people that make my life worthwhile are back there...

Everyone says I need to meet new people and move on with my life but I dont want to! I wish I could just move everybody down here with me, ya know?

I dont know, but I do know that I cant wait to get home and see my awesome friends and my family.  Two classes and then I'm on my way!

So after all of that, you show up at my door. Without a phonecall. While my ex and the rest of my friends are here.

Just standing there. My heart sunk the second I saw you. I didnt know whether to just jump out and hold you or slam the door in your face.

You want to apologize...story of my life. I think you've said you're sorry to me too many times to count since I met you....Why cant you just stop making reasons to be sorry? I dont think you understand what I would be sacrificing to be with you....but then again, you would if you gave me a chance to get to know you and you get to know me..

You say you will give me that chance and that you made a mistake....we will see. I dont know if I trust your word anymore....

I REALLY hope this isnt all another game....cause you have already hurt me. So, here's an idea...

Dont do it again.